Still Puzzled...

and it feels like winter
on a perfect summer day
if I convinced my heart to believe my mind
it might just go away

i can't say the last time i really smiled
it takes a lot now
when you're face down and bleeding from a war
well i know exactly where i've been
and i can't go there again
i need a lot more, i need a lot more than thoughts
i need your touch in my war

- downhere, 'feels like winter'